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Copyright @ 2000
by Tatyana Elmanovich
Elvis
Presley, Vladimir Vissotski,
Marlene Dietrich, Myrna Loy
Marlene
Dietrich
The Excerpts From The Book of Queens
Home Development Circle, on August 8, 2000
Sitters Tanika, Vladimir, Nila and Lidia
First Appearance
Tanika: "I see Archie, one of my guides. His calling
card features a fenced pier, and his guests arrive in a boat to this pier.
Archie looks great tonight. He is wearing a classic black tuxedo. And
he helps a lady in an evening gown out of the boat. She looks like… she
looks like Marlene Dietrich. My God! She is Marlene Dietrich. She is ready
to speak, she speaks…"
M.D.: Good evening ladies
and gentlemen. I am happy to greet you in this quiet little Costa Mesa
town. I feel pity for all of you and especially young Hollywood, because
their Hollywood is so different from ours. Our time was difficult, but
your time is much more difficult. You are deprived from that special feeling
of festivity that accompanied our lives, efforts, and our daily routine.
You are eating in McDonalds and other fast food places, and you live your
fast life without the excitement that was in our songs, in our movies,
in our dreams. We dreamed. You abandoned dreaming, because in your life,
there is no time left for dreaming; you are in a rush. I don't want to
judge you. It is not about judging because I believe if I would come to
Hollywood today, no one would hire me for a single role. I wouldn't run
in a crowd of all the contenders for the status of a star. [She shows
me a sport arena with running tracks and running figures…] They would
consider me too nosey, too proud, too capricious, too moody, and too star-like!
No, neither Greta nor I -- we wouldn't get any jobs today. But what's
the moral? What am I really saying? There is something about your life
that we didn't have. You have a challenge ahead of you. You have no idea
what's going to happen to you or to this country tomorrow. The security
is lost, and the unpredictability of your situation makes you different.
You are a generation who walks the ropes of survival. We lived in our
manicured flower gardens, but you are walking ropes that are drawn across
the abysses of failures and losses. You survive by listening to your intuition.
And you invented New Age movement to support this need. We were too ego-centered
for it. We didn't care what God was thinking of us. In our homemade Olympus,
we were the gods, or so we believed stupidly enough, allowing our lowlife
bosses to run our destinies. In other words, we wore masks of gods, but
today, you wear masks of nobodies instead. You belittle yourself, but
behind these masks you search for the center of your inner universe. Will
you find some, or you are wasting your time? What can I say? I wish you
the best of luck in your search. And I hope, God will accept and bless
our differences… I think, I told them enough. Archie, you may guide me
to some other place. As I finally get to visit earth, I will not go straight
back from here. Let's go visit some beautiful places in Hollywood…
Tanika:
I still hear sounds of a Johan Strauss Vienna Waltz and see Archie and
Marlene Dietrich -- a glamorous couple -- waltzing through a school hall…
So they are still here. The same evening, after the group session, I went
to my office and attempted to continue the conversation in my usual way
-- by typing onto the computer in case someone was out there to talk to
me. Soon the conversation with Marlene Dietrich was resumed.
Marlene Dietrich and Gogol
Marlene Dietrich
and Gogol
M.D: On our side, every time I recalled my life
on earth, I felt terribly bored all over again; the same emptiness that
I experienced before dying motionlessly, incapable of moving. My body
was poisoned because of a failure to digest food or process any liquid,
even clear water. Finally, I had no choice but to step out of my body.
And they accepted my coming over into their world. I started to walk toward
the light at the end of the tunnel, but lost it a half way, and I really
don't know how I got to the hospital. Now everything is fine and wonderful,
but when they ask me what I want to do, I cannot think of anything. I
cannot find anything to hold onto, you may say-- to lean toward, or cleave
to. There was nothing that bound me to either side of life. I couldn't
find who I really loved, who I wanted to be with or belong to. I decided
to find out more about love, and who loved me for who I was… I went back
through my last incarnations after the fall, trying to find out who I
left behind… a soul who would love me not for fame or beauty, or other
signs of success. But I found nothing, there was no one in my last incarnation,
there was no one before.
T: Please, what fall you are talking about?
M: Watch this, go into meditation…
Of
course, I hoped to be invited to the world of ancient Egypt or Atlantis,
to say the least. Instead, in my mind's eye, I saw bright pictures --clear
as in a movie-- of a steppe's ravine. Up there on the road, a cavalry
of the Ukrainian Cossacks shot by. Men wore red puffy trousers, and they
were almost baldheaded with small plates on top of their heads. I knew
instantly that I had been shown 'video' illustrations of Taras Bulba,
a story about the Cossacks in XV century, written by Nikolay Gogol (1809-1852),
Ukrainian Russian writer. The "Cossacks' video" was followed by Gogol's
painted portraits well known to everyone familiar with Russian literature.
With the speed of the Cossacks' cavalry allure, the titles of Gogol's
works shot through my head. Why Gogol? What can possibly connect Nikolay
Gogol to Marlene Dietrich?
First of all, a word about
Nikolay Gogol (1809-1852)
Who was this Russian writer? In the West, you would find Tolstoy and Dostoyevsky's
books in every Barnes & Noble store throughout the United States, but
never Gogol's works. If someone wants to learn about Russians, I guess,
he or she should start with Gogol, and only then proceed to Tolstoy or
Dostoyevsky. According to Britannica, his major works "are considered
the foundation of the great 19th century tradition of Russian realism.
It was also believed that Gogol's ornate and agitated prose was assumed
by Fyodor Dostoyevsky." Russian sources say, that the impact of Gogol's
The Dead Souls on Russian literature is hard to overestimate. "Gogol
awakened our consciousness about ourselves and for a long time there hasn't
been a writer as important to his people as Gogol was to the Russians."
And of course, Gogol's works, filled by unforgettable characters, mysteries,
and incredible happenings, were so much more than the encyclopedias say
about them. Gogol also may be considered as a founder of genre literature.
He started the horror genre, travel story genre and developed the historical
adventure genre in Russian literature. For instance, he produced his version
of Portrait of Dorian Gray fifty years before Oscar Wilde wrote
the story. As Nikolay Gogol's international recognition never took off,
there was not a chance that Oscar Wilde could read Gogol's Portrait,
and he did not have to! It was the ability to tune into the pool of universal
plots that made both writers to pick up the same plot 'from the air,'
and make it work in their independently written stories. It was a mystery
of his destiny that Gogol didn't live to see the international recognition
of his "Mertviye Dushi" -- The Dead Souls -- the story of a crook
named Chichikov. Chichikov's adventures are of the same stature as The
Pickwick Papers by Charles Dickens. Chichikov traveled across vast
Russia buying up "dead souls" -- the lists of dead serfs from the Russian
estate owners --pomeshtchiks for his illegal dealings. Of course,
the title The Dead Souls is metaphoric, and the true 'dead souls'
are the estate owners who sell their non-existing merchandise to Chichikov.
None of The Dead Souls' honorable pomeshtchiks, -- by the
way, great survivors in the Russian vast and wild space - could resist
the temptation to get some money for nothing from the hands of an obvious
crook. Gogol did not condemn, but enjoyed observing them and laughed at
them. The characters of his lovable losers would last, serving as the
best antidote to the poisonous propaganda and chauvinistic garbage, including
Communist propaganda and post-Communist patriotism (Russian fascism) by
reminding Russians who they were and where they were coming from. Witnesses
say that Gogol firmly believed to have a mission, but could not figure
out what it was! Really, how could he foresee that in some 100 years his
vision of life would become so important to his fellow Russians and constitute
a key to present challenges.
Besides his fame as a writer, Gogol was also renown by a dark rumor regarding
his death. Vyacheslav Lyutin's The Private Lives of the Russian Writers
("Russkiye Pisateli v Zhizni," 1999, p. 247) addresses it as follows:
"There is a sad legend about Gogol's death. Already in his "Selected Pieces
from the Correspondence with Friends," Gogol asked, "Not to bury my corpse
unless the signs of bodily deterioration become unmistakably clear." His
will wasn't observed. On the fourth day after his death on February 21,
1852 he was buried in the graveyard at Daniilovsky Monastery.
In 1923, when the Communists demolished the graveyard, Gogol's grave was
opened and according to rumors, he was found laying on his side with the
coffin's edging badly torn. Was Gogol buried twice? So far, this legend
is neither proven, nor refuted."
After the home circle sitting on August 8th, when I resumed the séance
by typing on the computer, I was asked by Marlene Dietrich to go again
into the meditative state. I suddenly found myself in a coffin, observing
every fold and tuck of its silk edging. The picture was powerfully clear
and sharp. I had the impression that the edging was initially pink, but
had already changed to a sepia tone. I had no air to breathe, and I could
barely get out of that coffin by 'coming back' from the meditative state
to the normal state of consciousness. [After that experience, I wasn't
quite myself following three days, and while editing this paragraph, I
felt again the lack of air, a headache and (against common sense) an explosion
of bright light inside of that coffin -- instead of the expected darkness].
Marlene
Dietrich's voice continued her story.
M.D:
I was Gogol. I died early (at age 42 -- T.E.) never reaching international
recognition. Tell them (the readers, I suppose -- T.E.) that in this lifetime,
Marlene Dietrich received international recognition that was earned by
the Russian writer. In other words, tell them that the international hype
that came with the territory called 'Marlene Dietrich,' was well deserved.
This was why I visited Moscow in 1968. I hated performing for Communist
officials, as I was well informed who made up the audience, and people
were not allowed to see me. My Moscow visit was a pure formality, because
they still lived behind the iron curtain. No one really saw me in Moscow,
but many people knew that I was there, and I hope, that over time my tiny
contribution helped to bring down the hated iron curtain that separated
them from the rest of the world.
The voice of the famous actress said:
M.D: Some day we will arrive at my Egypt incarnation.
Yes, in that lifetime my energy channels were opened to the max. But I
failed to stop the brutality of a big-time overdue custom of burying the
dead pharaoh's retinue alive. As an advanced soul I was supposed to change
it, but fear blocked my will. And in following incarnations I had to experience
payoffs like the described death in Russia.
M.D: Yes, I was Nikolay Gogol. Please, do me a favor
-- compare our photos by placing them next to each other, Gogol's face
and mine, and you will see that these two faces are as good as the same.
Miraculously,
I had photos of Gogol's oil portraits and his death mask handy in a rare
Russian edition of Gogol's complete works, published in 1911 in Saint
Petersburg -- before the revolution. In our family, this old book was
kept as a memorabilia of the monarch Russia. For reading, we used modern
copies of Gogol's works. For some unexplainable reason, my brother, who
lives in Estonia, brought me that volume as a New Year gift while visiting
us in January 2000. I remember thinking, why did he carry this heavy volume
through three international airports on his way from Northern Europe to
Southern California? The gold title characters pressed deeply into the
cover fabric were worn out, and the once green or blue cover fabric looked
blackish. The binding was torn, and it was risky business to open the
volume as its pages could fall out and be lost forever. I couldn't see
any need for this book in my fast American life. But now I was happy to
have it on my shelf next to my computer. I opened the book with care and
found on its front pages the writer's portraits. Gogol's death mask had
striking similarity to some of Marlene Dietrich's photos. Was it wishful
thinking that I saw this similarity, or was there something to it?
Gogol's
private life was strange and mysterious. He was never married, and his
relationships with women may be characterized by his funny theatrical
play "Wedding" where the groom behaves like Julia Robert's runaway bride.
Gogol's groom leaves his bride at the altar, and escapes through a rest
room window … In Gogol's times -- he lived in 19th century Russia -- homosexuality
wasn't even a topic of discussion. Even in one of the latest essays about
his life, published after the fall of Communism, the possibility of suppressed
homosexuality had never been brought up.
But
his contemporaries left numerous observations of the lack of women in
Gogol's private life. The best they could come up with were the recollections
about his meetings with honorable church ladies in the last sad years
of his life when religious hypocrisy replaced his laughter and the artist
in him. Up to the present day there is no answer to why Gogol grew from
a genius into a sanctimonious hypocrite to the degree that it destroyed
both his mind and body. What made it happen? Was it a mental disease?
Or was it his guilty conscience for his interest toward the supernatural,
as was assumed by Dmitry Merezhkovsky in his critical work "Gogol and
the Devil?" Or was it the destructive guilt caused by suppressed and condemned
homosexuality. Was he introduced to homosexuality during his endless trips
to Germany, Italy and France? This possibility had never been discussed
by historians.
Marlene Dietrich's bisexuality wasn't a secret and has been discussed
openly in every book written about her.
There are more significant similarities between Nikolay Gogol and Marlene
Dietrich. According to many accounts, young Gogol was a great actor and
comedian. His father, Vassily, a Ukrainian landowner, was an amateur playwright
who produced his plays at the home theater in his friend's estate. In
his childhood, Gogol seemed to be involved in these productions, because
later, in college, he would be involved with the college's theater, revealing
unusual professional skills. His peers recall that Gogol loved theater
passionately, and was at his best as a comedian. According to their estimation,
Gogol's embodiment of a classic female character -- Madam Prostakova,
a fussing but poorly educated mama with intolerable demands, was considered
unsurpassed and unparalleled. But in spite of his acting talent, he did
not become a professional actor. Instead he would write many successful
plays.
One
of them, "The Government Inspector," a laughable and sadly truthful portrait
of the Russian government officials and their dealings, and their wives
and daughters, lasts in the repertoire of the Russian drama theaters since
its premiere in 1836. …According to witness' accounts, at the premiere,
the czar Nikolai sat through the entire production, laughed joyfully and
said, while leaving the lodge, "What a funny play! Everybody got his portion
of criticism, and I got the most of it!"
But
can Gogol's childhood experience on a provincial amateur stage be acredited
to sophisticated skills needed for creation of "The Government Inspector,"
winning the attention of the Russian czar and conquering the love of an
entire nation? I have my doubts. The only honest thing to do is to admit
that we have one more mystery at hand, and something doesn't add up here.
Marlene
Dietrich on Aliens
Home
Development Circle sitting on Tuesday, September 5, 2000
Tanika's
Note: That evening I channeled, and Vladimir asked questions. We had no
prior knowledge about the information that came through in answers. We
know nothing about the split souls or twin souls, and we had no prior
interest toward the alien issues; we had never been on any sightings,
and haven't read any books about aliens.
Vladimir:
Perhaps later when we have more time to talk, you can tell us, how you
remember your life as Gogol, the writer and mystic? If you remember that
lifetime, how do you see both of them together?
MD: No, Gogol is not an incarnation of mine. As
I already explained, in the past, there was a split. It is the same soul
and two different souls at a time. We are close souls, because we are
the halves of the same soul. I played out one potential of that soul and
Gogol played out another potential of the same soul, and we suffered the
same karma […]
Vladimir:
Can you explain about the split of a soul, or about twin souls? What does
it mean to you? Did you know about it on earth?
M.D: Of course not. Being on earth I had no idea
about it. It was much easier to release the burden simultaneously for
both Gogol and I. The priest's base soul earned the guilty conscience
a long time before the split. It wasn't mine, or Gogol's guilt. Before
a soul was split in two its host, the priest, buried a lot of people.
They were buried not accidentally, but after the death of a pharaoh according
to the custom. And there was the understanding of the priest that it was
a sin, and guilt, but the belief that he was supposed to stay on the side
of the order didn't allow even to discuss the chance of overriding the
burial rules and prevent burying the retinue alive together with the embalmed
corpse of the former Pharaoh. The elementary humanity would ask for some
mercy, at least, by killing them first… But of course, the overall awe
was absolutely paralyzing and the priest couldn't handle it. Pay attention
to the fact that our attempt to release limbo souls around the ancient
burials (August 17, 2000) happens at the time when this energy was stirred
up by the Kursk's tragedy. (August 12, 2000) There were over 100 (118)
people buried alive and it brought back the shadows of the past that was
still torturing us.
Tanika:
Like in one
of Gogol's horror stories when I read them in my teens.
MD:
What a pity that I had never a chance to read any of … my own writings!
If you look up the dates, you'll see that submarine Kursk's tragedy became
the world news when we were busy resolving our problem (limbo release).
So, it means that these two events are somehow connected. I don't even
know how, but the energy of the ancient guilt was somehow stirred up…
Tanika: Do you still feel guilty?
MD: I feel no guilt. A cry for help from being buried
alive in that submarine on the bottom of the sea, opened old graves, pyramids,
and old burial places with souls once buried alive there, and still lingering
in limbo around them.
MD: It was the priest who was responsible for the burial of the Pharaoh's
retinue alive. There were hundreds of slaves, maybe more; the number 151
comes to my mind. But the split of a soul was an experiment that was conducted
after the priest's death. And it was done as a …. It was done as an attempt
to learn how
to manipulate the destiny of a soul.
Vladimir: Was it somehow connected to the burial
ceremony?
MD: No, it was absolutely a separate story. But
today, the priest's guilt was still found in both splits.
Vladimir: Was the experiment done by other priests,
or by someone in the spirit world?
MD: It was done by the hierarchy… I think that someone
in a higher hierarchy conducted the experiment, because every soul also
has its destiny. It was a kind of experiment to learn what would transpire,
if a soul would be split into two equal halves.
Tanika: Please, elaborate on the procedure of the
split, is there a way to describe it? Was a soul literally cut in two
halves, or it was cloned holographically, or in some other way?
MD: Give me a moment to think how it could be explained...
Vladimir: Do you know, if was it quite a common
experiment?
MD: No. Not really. It was done in… In ancient Egypt,
there were some advanced souls of aliens walking the earth. Their souls
couldn't be considered human souls… yet they were humans at the same time,
because the alien interference is a part of life on earth. And of course,
Atlantis and Egypt's advanced souls were connected to other dimensions,
and other galaxies and other worlds. So, these souls came here, and they
were easy to be manipulated, because they were ready for the changes in
their destiny. And these attempts were connected to the problem of transportation
as well. Instead of sending another alien through the universe to the
earth, which was almost impossible, the idea was to get two advanced souls
from one alien this way.
Vladimir: Is it related to the process of propagating
original souls?
MD: I am not quite knowledgeable in this regard
and cannot explain to you the process of generating souls. But it is a
very interesting question, and our understanding is that it is God's will
how many souls are released into circulation in the earth's sphere. So
the attempt to split a soul sounded like a little mutiny against God's
will. It wasn't a mutiny, rather it resolved a problem. I am inclined
to believe that it came down to a transportation question. Instead of
bringing in new aliens, they attempted to split a soul of the priest in
question. Yes, he wasn't the first generation alien; his soul was married
already twice to earthlings. But it was still superior in its advancement
and it was decided to split the higher part, and make the alien's presence
more profitable. If you watch my screen image, or my photos, you will
feel the alien presence in me in spite of the fact that the original alien
soul was planted in a human body so many generations ago… I couldn't even
know to tell you -- how many generations ago. Was it 75 or 85? Back 85
generations or even more? And still that aliens transparency can be noticed
in my face, and also in Gogol's pale and specific face.
Tanika: "I would like to add that a number of Gogol's
contemporaries have written about the paleness of Gogol's face and his
strange homelessness -- his preference to live as a guest in somebody
else's home and his frequent travels abroad (to the extent of being accused
of loving Italy more than Russia). He even died in a friend's house. But
most of all -- contemporaries wrote about his unshakable conviction that
he was a superior being, better than others. It was noticed from the start,
and it made him who he became. Amazing stories had been told about the
speed of his ascent from a country pumpkin (born in the Ukrainian heartland,
a smaller town than Tupelo, Mississippi -- the birth town of Elvis Presley),
to part of the top literary circles in Saint Petersburg -- BEFORE becoming
a famous writer, propelled solely by his belief of being a somebody.
Vladimir: You mean 85 incarnations?
MD: No. Genetic generations. Genes are given… A spirit soul went into
a certain body, and the body produced a body, and a body produced a body…
and one day I came back in the same bloodline body, and the result was
a Marlene Dietrich with her transparent face and transparent eyes, and
her absolute indifference with whom to sleep, men or women.
Vladimir:
Please, tell us about the talent? What is the importance of the fact that
your soul is different from others? Or it is related somehow? MD:
A talent cannot be reached or breached without the help of that alien's
presence in the soul. Without the alien memory or the higher memory. This
is how you can explain the fact of coming out on the top out of nowhere.
All of us, who are here, are cross production of aliens and humans… […]
This is how the genius of Russian great writers, or European great writers,
or Shakespeare came about. It is so funny that nobody knows who Shakespeare
was, because Shakespeare was an alien in human body, so to speak. And
the alien came down only for one reason to give identity to English people.
And Dostoyevsky came to give identity to Russian people, and American
people still haven't any need for identity because of many political and
geographical reasons; and they are still such a melting pot that it is
impossible to give them a writer like Dostoyevsky or Zola, or Shakespeare.
It is impossible, because Americans still don't need this type of identification.
Vladimir; Can you tell us what is an alien? Is it a soul that descended
many generations ago as an old soul, or what is it? How do you explain
the term "an alien soul"?
MD: Alien soul comes from the world hierarchy… An alien is a guest from
other galaxies; they are guests who push a civilization to move forward.
It is an intellect brought aboard to advance the life on earth. Ages ago,
the intellect was injected into an animal body and it started the evolution
of the human race. In a sense, Darwin was right. But Darwin was right
regarding the animal body. Darwin missed only one little thing -- the
switch of souls -- the moment when the animal soul was substituted by
the alien soul. Everything else was very, very accurate. Darwin was right.
And in the process of evolution, the injected intellect still had many
ways to proceed. It was very difficult to choose a right way. Darwin,
religions, myths, and history reflect the choices that have been made.
Vladimir: Are you talking about alien souls versus
non-alien souls? Do the alien souls stay in a body for one incarnation
only? What do they do after the body's death? Do they go back home, or
stay here?
MD: Alien souls come for many purposes. And there are splendid souls among
them… Some come to start a bloodline, the preparation for descent of a
soul with a very special mission -- like to be a mother of a famous person.
The other alien souls come to fulfill a purpose, or to do a job. And they
don't go straight on the mission. Sometimes it takes two or three incarnations
to be ready to fulfill the purpose because they have to familiarize themselves
with earth condition.
Vladimir: Is there a lot of them?
MD: No, there are not too many of them. Not as many as has been
thought. But they are also part of the distribution of intellect in the
universe, so to speak. It is also the work of hierarchies, but I cannot
give you the full picture of it.
Vladimir: Do you say that individuals with alien
souls are privileged in comparison with the other people? Or rather are
they deprived?
MD: You are right in both. It is very hard for them to blend in. If you
come to be an actor, you do a better job, you have better memory, you
have better appearance, you have better qualities in many regards. And
as a result, soon enough you see and feel that you are envied, hated and
despised because you are different, and difficulties of communication
and relationship are already your steady companions on your way through
your life on earth.
Vladimir: Are those people more talented than others?
Are they physically different than others?
MD: This is … the top performers are less mixed with the humans. As I
told you, the intellect was injected into animal body, yes? And the injections
were not equal. At the beginning, there was very little difference between
animals and the early humans. And it was how the human race was incubated,
and started to rise, rise and rise. So every single human has a little
drop of an alien inside of him. An alien soul cannot go into a totally
unprepared body. So every human body is a little bit prepared for a selected
alien soul that is coming down to perform a certain task, mostly an intellectual
task, like Albert Einstein or William Harvey, the discoverer of the circulation
of blood.
Vladimir: That leads to the next question of talent
and genius…
MD: Leonardo DaVinci! You want to ask me about DaVinci, don't you?
Vladimir: Probably, he was one who brought knowledge,
and art and science to humans. But is this knowledge available to anyone
in the spirit world?
MD: It comes not from the spirit world only. There are some other earths
in the cosmos. There are other planets, other situations. Why do the signals
that humans send out in the cosmos, remain unanswered? The reason is that
on the other planets, there are different physical conditions. There may
be different range of frequencies, and therefore they cannot receive our
signals. They do not hear or read us. An alien soul on a mission comes
from another range of frequencies and usually needs time for adjustment
to a totally new form of life on earth before it can transplant the higher
forms of intellect into the lower evolutionary level of life.
Vladimir: So we just get glimpses of different reality
that is not our spirit world, but comes from another spirit world.
MD: Right.
Vladimir: So, souls who transit from the present
world to the spirit world don't become instantly omniscient.
MD: Absolutely not. It is a long evolution on both sides. And in the spirit
world, the evolution is not less intense than on earth. Actually, it is
more intense. And the idea that people are going to rest on the other
side isn't quite accurate. Here the resting is very different from the
rest on earth. The conditions of intellectual development are much better,
and people with some consciousness who wish to grow, can do it effectively
in the spirit world's environment. The idea of it is love and lightness.
So, if you have some love in your heart, you can 'afford' to occupy your
brain with learning, studying, and creative work -- doing whatever you
want to do.
Vladimir: How does the communication work? Some
communicators can foretell future and some can't?
MD: Because spirits are also on a different level of development. It's
simple.
Vladimir: Is the information of the future still
out there?
MD: Yes, it is out there and in versions. Because everything comes from
something and because that something is changing all the time, the formula
of future is also changing… People have so many myths about the great
predictions… The belief that Nostradamus predicted the far future is ridiculous.
Yes, he predicted, but it was limited truth and has been fulfilled long
time ago. But people are still trying to read something significant into
his verses, and it is ridiculous.
Vladimir: So, do you think that we are reading too
much into his words trying to find more than has been said?
MD: Of course. Because if the formula of the world's future didn't contain
an element of unpredictability, it wouldn't move forward, it wouldn't
develop. It would be a frozen stone. And I would be a puppet, and you
would be a puppet as well. The unpredictability is the oxygen of the progress,
because nothing can happen if everything is written in stone. This is
life, and life is unpredictable on BOTH sides, on your side, and on our
side, and many other sides that exist in our world. And this is the beauty
of the game. There wouldn't be a game, or Las Vegas, there wouldn't be
the idea of the game, if everything has to go by the book. The future
is not set in writing.
Vladimir: Speaking of the future, what is the value
of fun, game or play on earth?
MD: Of course, fun is the father/mother of creativity.
Vladimir: So do you think that it doesn't make much
sense to work hard and study?
MD: This is why Gogol and I could represent the same soul. I represented
the dream of fun, and he represented a dream of hard work. And still the
souls were mingled. I represented the game, but I was very serious person,
I played too seriously, there was something that I couldn't let go in
order to achieve the higher level of the game.
Vladimir: When you tell us that you played the game,
tell us about it. What kind of game was it?
MD: I played the game of beauty -- a beauty that is desired but cannot
be achieved. Unachievable beauty. My image made people want to have it.
But the moment when they touched it, or got their hands on it, the beauty
died. Did you watch me in Desire with Gary Cooper?
Vladimir: Yes.
MD: Do you remember how boring I looked and dull when I became a good
girl?
Vladimir is laughing
MD: Did you like that good girl? Who would go to that foggy city (Detroit)
with that stupid gentleman that had been played by Gary Cooper? (He is
an automobile engineer from Detroit who reforms a jewelry thief, Marlene
Dietrich from a 'bad girl' to a 'good girl.' The 'good girl' marries him
and moves with him to Detroit)? Did you like her? No you did not! You
liked that vulnerable and guilty bad girl, the jewelry thief. You liked
her much more than the reformed girl, yes?
Vladimir: What do you think about it? What we do
…
MD: The problem is that the ideal is unachievable. You cannot be a bad
girl, because you cannot be a bad girl. But the instant when you become
a good girl, you are not interesting to anybody. So, this is a dilemma.
I played the dilemma of true beauty.
Vladimir: So it was important to create the dilemma?
MD: Of course, there is something that viewers enjoy about dilemma because
it makes them think, as it made you ask me so many questions. Do we have
other people who want to talk, because I understand, that the young gentleman
will never let me go?
Vladimir: I like your company very much.
MD: I really appreciate your devotion. You are my fan. Now I know that
you are my fan. Thank you.
MD is laughing, she produced out of the air a big cigarette holder with
an already lit cigarette, and is smoking… She seems to be content.
Vladimir: It was our pleasure to have you with us.
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